Yep. didn't go to sleep.

I should have.

My issue= EVERY guy other than the boyfriend is looking good to me. Any one giving me attention in a positive manner is a good thing.

Now Schmitti (a paintballer I knwo from the team is starting to look good to me). Damn damn damn. Bad Erik for being all sensitive, cute, and funny in emails back and forth! Bad me for enjoying writing!

Really bad me for being stressed and not wanting to run to the boyfriend.